Secrets and being the heart break kid....

I suppose everyone has secrets hidden in the basement, closet or chimney, for reasons undisclosed for better or for worse. But what if its the ugly truth? A horrid truth that if were to come out of your mouth would put u in a position of being a heart breaker? Not withstanding the fact that the secret already known to several close people. It just bothers me that not all things can be honestly said, more like being kept just to save face? to keep some people happy? If I had things my own way I would be blunt and honest. But the Malaysian society as usual condemns the whistle blower or some people are just to hard headed to accept the facts while blasting you for revealing it.

Downright hypocrisy by some which regard relationships are based on honesty and integrity if you were to ask me. I suppose some people are fine to build a castle where it is founded on lies, dishonesty and the Malaysian saying of 'tak apa punya'. Given a position where u knew a dark secret of your friends spouse that could cause an emotional tsunami what would you do? Prepare the ship and ride the waves? Or be a fake friend who pretends all is well and dandy.....knowing if and when the times comes the secret is out of the bag you're gonna deal with a emotional wreck. So what will it be? Heartbreaker? or Asskisser? Which 1 shall it be?

Cheers

Fleeing Ox, Pouncing Tiger

So 2010 arrived as per usual new years, however this year is extra spicy...with all the bad luck coming swift and with no mercy. In a nutshell, being hit with chicken pox on the week where I am looking forward to working as a judge sucks. Ohh for the love of god, go f**k yourself. Ahh that felt awfully good. Man I wish I got hit with the pox earlier...when still being a kid ya' know....so that you can't remember the pain when u grow up. Kinda look like one of MJ's zombies....with face covered with sores and feeling like touching sandpaper...

Hmm....Think that Michael as a zombie looks way better.....T.T

Well its coming toward the new year already, hopefully everyone is looking forward to it. And to me having a pox free new year. Btw, anyone looking to hire a marketer? Still a freshie. Job hunting sux....

Cheers

While I was away....

So it's been almost 3 weeks since the last post...so to start...

Woooo....1 assignment gone. Last one to go. The final stretch. Best part? Teamwork. Sucks? Due early october. I want to procrastinate more. Damn.

September has been a cruel month financially.Blew cash on those baneslayer angels.Worth every penny. Thanks to KV and PS for the 3rd copy. You'll get your dues soon enough >). I'm a man of my words. Zendikar prerelease this weekend would be another wallet buster. Good lord my hobby is killing me but what else can a man do? Addiction man...addiction.

So EPL and the champions league is now officially underway. With the early lost to Burnley now a distant memory, a hard fought win over besiktas and one of the best manchester derbies of all time hopefully the coming month would bring more good fortune to manchester united. Please get rid of ben foster. Enough is enough.

Funny how seasons go by throughout the year. Seems like now is a love season all over again. Friends getting hooked up, or looking to hook up. Why do we have valentine's day again? Should be all year round. Fair play is good.

Ramadan came and gone. Selamat Hari Raya to those celebrating. I miss the bazaar now though. No more kebab, roti jon and roti jala till next year. Not everyday is christmas I suppose. Speaking of christmas, I need a good cheap vacation getaway. Any suggestions?

Now it would be a fun post if there is no vids. So here's a good one hoho. Parts 2 & 3 in youtube as well. Cheers

Lost in the Black Hole of Writer's Block

I'm lost. Devoid of ideas. Since starting this, it's the 1st time I can't really find a topic to really write about. I need a theme. Several idea's start coming through but which really should i focus on?

Should I focus on my passion, which is cards? A budget column for new players/expand my ideas/provide something about the game?

Another would be to focus on scandalous topics and highlight/make fun of them. Hmmm...

Or be simply random and talk nonsense?

And I'm officially stuck on Owl City. Here's 1 hit. Those who love to spam my chatbox can give ideas as well lol.



Feedback please. Cheers

Busy busy busy

Lack of inactivity can be traced to a weekend of magic, assignments due....some not even mine but have been forced to help...nuuuuuuuuu...

Hmmm add to the fact EPL is in full swing....bloody astro for not showing the match and damn u Burnley!

Saving grace? The weekend is upon us and more magic and EPL woooo....

I'm going mad. And good luck to the boys in Bangkok. My cards get to go for a holiday while I'm here. Sucks.

Cheers

Dust In the Wind

EPL season started with the Charity Shield last Sunday. Although the result was disappointing, was pleased with the way Manchester United performed except for Ben Foster and Evra when taking the spotkick.

Funny how the season starts this weekend yet there is no excitement, no anticipation..I wonder why....hopefully this lukewarm feeling goes away quick.

Anyone has bane slayer angels for sale/trade? XD

Just can't come up with an interesting topic to write. Hopefully something crops up soon.

Cheers

The Power of Love

The power of love is a curious thing
Make a one man weep, make another man sing
Change a hawk to a little white dove
More than a feeling that's the power of love



Recent observation of events got me thinking, is really love all powerful after all? Such is the obsession of Kerry Cantona with her on-off, divorce-back again husband Mark Croft, is it really worth it to get back with a partner that does not return the love back? A sense of deja vu dawned when a few friends exhibit similar traits, wanting to get back to their ex that clearly does not fancy them back or moved on. Loneliness or a sense of companionship is understandable but why go back when there is still unhappiness? Everyone gets that feeling but company at a cost of being treated like a rag doll isn't a price worth paying in my eyes. Might be tough at first, but is it really hard to move on? There is a whole ocean out there, much better than lingering in a stagnant pool. Why chase the rainbow when the thing you want most could be in front of you?

You dont need money, don't take fame
Don't need no credit card to ride this train
It's strong and it's sudden and it's cruel sometimes
But it might just save your life
That's the power of love

Now the other side of the love equation. Those who want it but do nothing to get it. Is it hard to admit to admit and talk about getting a companion? The saying, ' you won't win the lottery if you don't buy a ticket' holds true in this sense, asking a girl out is not as hard as it seems. Just a normal outing could lead to something more. How can you look for someone interesting if you can't be interesting yourself and take the lead? The whole point of a blind date is to find someone interesting and to spend time with, not looking for ms. compatible. If you can't be honest with yourself and unable to open up, how can you be honest and tell things to your future partner?

Money alone does not buy happiness. There is more to love than that.

Cheers